Good lord, what's going on?! 


How can I even start to summarise the last few months? 

Well actually, it's not that hard. It goes like this:

"Ghost on the Highway".

That's the film I edited, scored, did opening titles for, a few visual effects, and colour timed. I started at the end of January and only finished a few weeks ago. The film was a huge amount of work -- over 40 hours of interviews and insert material -- and it came completely down to the wire to the point where I flew to L.A. for the premiere landing at 10pm, and had started working on the colour timing again by 11:30pm. That went until 8 the following morning. Anyway, the premiere went well, some friends came out (thank you to all of you who did -- that was awesome!), and the film seemed to be received well at the festival. (Sold out for two nights!)

So... what's happened to me and my blog entries over the past few months? Well, shit.... uh... I joined a pool league. One of the first people I met in the league died three weeks later in a car crash. (There seems to be a lot of that up here.) I met the mayor, and he gave me a couple of steak and kidney pies. (How cool is that?!) I got my ice skating together (with views to playing hockey) and then had to give it up because the film kept me way too busy. Graham learned to walk, and Heather started speaking in complete sentences (most of which involved reminding me of the things I promised to do with her -- typical woman, eh?).

The work front has been interesting. I was up for the second season of a show called "South of Nowhere". I was up for it because, by all accounts, the composer the network wanted (and got) for the first season was disasterously bad. Hey, guess what kids? No one cares 'cause they hired him back for the second season! Consequently, I'm out of work. "Ghost on the Highway" didn't really pay me anything, and I find myself broke, unemployed, and living in a country where I can't get a job. (My immigration stuff probably won't be finished until around April of next year. This is fun, fun, FUN!)

So I worked my first day of construction last Saturday. (Under the table, of course. I trust the Canadian government isn't reading this!) It's all forcing me to contemplate my chosen career which seems to be failing me badly, and in a way, it was almost galling to hear how great everyone thought my editing was on "Ghost on the Highway". (Who gives a shit if it doesn't: 1) pay or 2) get you some paying work?!) Then, there's writing. So many people have commented on my blog and encouraged me to write that it almost has me gun shy to do it. "Write what?" I think. "Blogs?!" Hey, why the hell not. It's a weird world we live in. Maybe I could start charging the 50 or so people who read my blog $10 a shot to read it. If I wrote two entries a week (which, at this point, would involve a LOT of fabrication to keep it interesting), that'd be $1,000 a week... so $4,000 a month. Not bad, eh? Unfortunately, I doubt anyone'd go for that. I certainly wouldn't.

So... times are interesting. As I mentioned briefly, I worked construction last Saturday. $10 an hour for 12 hours. $120 under the table. I helped build a deck -- a lot of drilling and time spent on my knees nailing boards and stretching wood. (On your knees nailing isn't what it sounds, trust me.) The guy I worked for wants to hire me back. Nice. I'm flattered. I just don't see myself as a blue collar construction guy. (Nothing against blue collar construction guys -- shit, it's an honest day's work, and I was happy to do it. I'm just not used to that much soreness for $120!)

So my blog, now, will continue. I'd like to welcome you all back (those who have been reading), or welcome you to go back through the interesting bits about the move and how I got to this weird, almost existential place in Canada. The coming weeks and months, I hope, will be entertaining at least -- the original intention of this blog, in fact: to relate my experiences in Canada. Seeing as I'm still not a "landed immigrant" (green card holder), it's all still valid, right? My wife has a bank account that I can't get on. I don't have a driver's licence up here yet, and can't work. I'm essentially "persona non grata" and fiercely trying to figure out what to do with my life. Join me through my daily trials and tribulations as I redefine myself, my career, and discover what it means to be Canadian. 

Posted: Wed - July 19, 2006 at 02:00 AM          


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